Hello sweet people of mine!
I have some bad news to give you all…  I’ve been thinking a lot and honestly it was really hard to make up my mind but, I did it. Well, since school is already killing me and my time just flies i don’t think it’s fair, for any of you, my lack of dedication. So I decided that, if i’m not here on my fullest giving you all that i can give, i must not be here at all. I know it may be stupidity but either i give all of me or i give nothing. Yes, I’m an extreme human being.

What I’m trying to say is that I’m going to let my blog “sleep for a little while” with the hope that someday I’ll be back on track!

Feel free to unfollow me, it’s completely understandable and I hold no regrets. 

Last but (definitely) not least: a big, enormous thank you for all the kind messages, patience, commitment and respect. I’ll see you soon, beautiful souls!

Take care of yourselves and may all the happiness in the world be with you.

Tones of love, light and warmness.

This is not a goodbye, it’s a see you soon dearest ones <3<3<3<3 

- Ana Sousa!

boghart:

HAPPY OCTOBER EVERYONE!!! XD

It’s Let Me Fall by Bethany Joy Lenz. All ye oldies who (used to) watch One Tree Hill! :))

For eons, I’ve been wanting to sing this song and upload some version of it just to welcome October. And what do you know? It has never been more apt that THIS October. Hahahahahahaha!!!

Maraming salamat pala kay BB. CHOOLIA FILIACHECO dahil ang keyboard niya ang ginamit ko. XD

For the video, I shall make my excuses now:
1. I just borrowed the keyboard over the weekend and it doesn’t have a sustained pedal. Sorry. XD
2. Welcome the forever-teenager boses at 21 years old! Honest no-trying-to-sound-handsome voice because of reasons. :p
3. I’m sorry for the noise. I didn’t edit anything about the sound.
4. Yes, it’s posterized because my fez is fugly. 

And I shall type/copy-paste in the lyrics:
It’s October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year’s come and gone
And nothing’s changed at all
Wasn’t I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I’ve been running from

Let me feel, I don’t care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little

I’ve become much too good at being invincible
I’m an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn’t who I’m meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me

Let me feel, I don’t care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little

I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I’ve been running from

Let me feel, I don’t care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little

It’s October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year’s come and gone
And nothing’s changed at all